editor's note :)

i'll laugh not
to show how
happy i am,
but how much im
hiding my tears
from you.

most of the time,
our eyes are
blinded by the things
we want, not
the things we
need.


gifts tend to wear
out, even if we
keep it in our
heart,
it will stop pumping,
someday.


i want you to
say goodbye after
you close the door,
so it wont hurt
that much.


when there is
something in our
heart that we cant
explain, it means that
we are afraid of
our own feelings.


if you look
into my heart,
you will only
see your
reflection.


if i had 10 seconds
before you died, i'd make
sure i'd die the
same second as you
do, because i cant
bear one without you.


tonight i
sleep in pain,
tomorrow you
sleep in misery.

once in a blue moon :)

so im back writing again,
heee~ busy lately :)

yeah, so tonight is kinda special,
because its a BLUE MOON tonight :D

a BLUE MOON means;

bulan purnama yg berlaku dua kali dalam satu bulan,

and it only happens once in 19 years for new year :)

yup yup, i count it special,

and if you noticed, there was only one

star near midnight, which i count it as a

WISHING STAR! :D

and what i wished for?
*nothing lah, klu tk khurafat tuhhh. hahaha*

but i just hope that this new year would bring

at least something special,

because;

IMPRESSION IS ANOTHER WAY TO DESTRUCTION

yeah, another philosophy of mine :D

something to think about,

for THIS NEW YEAR (:

i wish today was that day :(

sometimes, what we feel cant be described in words.
even though sad, or happy.
its all the same.
as for sometimes
in a minute were in joy, the next in grief.
it can happen to anyone of us,
but the difference is
how we handle it.
yeah, but i didn't manage
to get through it,
as though as i thought i could be.

From Ipoh to Cameron and Cameron back to KL

confession is just

another step

into misery

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just waiting for

another word

makes my

heart weak

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im afraid to

look you in the eye,

because im scared

you might know

the truth

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every breath i

take, i take in

your love

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if i ever said

i had the best

dream about you,

would you believe

me?

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love is never

everlasting,

and its your decision

to make

From Jb to KL

"i'm confused

for u as a

miracle,

or as a

mistake"

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"i may not know

right this

instant,

but if i do,

thats the end of me

and you"

Exam (day 5)

"i may be

smiling on the

outside,

but on the

inside,

i'm crying my

heart out

for you"

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"these lines

have proved

to me that

you have

been wrong all

along"

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"my eyes

wont stop

crying, until

you come

back into

my life, which

is

impossible"

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"i never

knew hating

you would

be this easy,

but loving you

so hard"

Exam (day 4)

"walking down

the

road with

you was never

a good idea,

but it opened my

eyes to see the

opportunities

with me and you"

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"i'll only

stay if

you ask

me to"

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"life is unfair,

and you

are the

reason for

it"

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"we may be

different,

but we both

want the same

thing"